today's pe was gruelling gruelling gruelling lol. nearly died hahaha. but otherwise it was an eye opener lol. finally wednesday it's games!LOL:) cant wait haha. was thinking whether i shud get another pe shirt. but considering that it's my last year in sa, mayb nt so feasible?but i wudn't mind wearing sa pe shirt out of sch for casual wear lol. but dunno if it's worth e $$$ hahhaa i LOVE TI-84 plus silver GC. it ROCKS my SOCKS haha i would like to thank a particular someone for lending me so obligingly:) haha tytyty:))) i'm so very happy:)))) nt that i'm gonna disown my gc haha i juz cant take it when the buttons are so SOLID HARD. lol. drinking wintermelon tea nw tastes weird lol. rushed gp essay lyk mad today lol. cant wait to get back gp essays. sigh why do we hv to wait so long juz to gt back our essays? sigh alia is gg to have her hols 2 wks later. so envious!! ahahah too bad this year gotta mug lyk crazy cant b lyk last year slack slack SLACK. lol. almost kena retained somemore last year sigh. proves how stupid i am apparently lol hahahaha:) someone's downstairs in my house but dunno who. talking to my dad. for quite long alr. lol anw. cant b bothered to go downstairs and interrupt their nice little conversation lol. there's chem remedial again tmr!! lol. i cant play counterstrike for nuts. let alone using chemical equations and reactions to power up my character???lol but it was definitely creative and innovative of the teachers to come up with this idea to attract teenagers nowadays since most of us are into video games lol. so while we're at it ( i mean the games lol ) we can sorta like revise chem at the same time??? hahaha! but i wonder why i got posted to that fun class lol pity the other class. heard that they had to take 2 tests, one open book one close book. for the WHOLE of the chem remedial they were just doing the tests. while my group was at the com lab playin counterstrike lol. but there were some technical difficulties la. like eh, how come some reactions don't work? lol. but on the whole it's good effort:) i admire the teachers' and the inventor's work:) looking forward to chem remedial tomorrow:) yay lol. wondering if i should wear canvas tomorrow. podiatrist told me nt 2 wear canvas shoes anymore due to my feet problem sigh. mayb i shud juz chop it off and bind myself to a wheelchair forever?
i don't know.

went to see podiatrist today.freaking pissed off after the appointment.long story.rargh.i think she noticed my black face sigh.i went in hope of getting a diagnosis, and it turned out that all i got was juz crap crap and more crap. freaking pissed off. wasted my consultation money. i prob shudnt hv gone sing footcare centre.sigh.dammit.cant believe i wasted money spending on hearing some crap crap and more crap. what i want is EVIDENCE. CONCRETE. SOLID. EVIDENCE. prove to me that what you're saying is right. i dun giv a shit about your crap. i just want a freaking diagnosis and god, just get the damn pain out of my feet i'll b damn happy for life god dammit.

haah lol i'm entering an entry for like after so long lol thanks to a catalyst called BIRD who juz asked me to update haha so i shall acede to the public's request hahaha! lol supposed to have class chalet these few days sigh but cant make it gotta like mug everyday damn sad. at the rate i'm mugging this hols if i dun gt at least Cs and Ds and promote aft takin the LUE nxt year i'm seriously gonna kill myself. and change school. perhaps i shall go poly. so pls god let me pls promote. sigh:( this hols is nt even considered hols anymore sad. looks like i'll only b able to take a break aft A lvls which is nxt year:( oh well wat can i say. cheers to studying:(

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CANT WAIT
tt's all i can say

rargh.HATE PROMOS hahaah wish we could do without them lol! birdy was so funny today during bio prac ahahah kept laughing lol. shucks she was laughing at my stupid mistakes. nvm keith will be more than willing to laugh with her:) i will SACRIFICE my happiness for the sake of elizabird and her dearest husband keith hahaha they can laugh at me all they want lol! all i wish for them is to just enjoy themselves, just the two of them:) ENJOY:) and bird! stop spamming and bluffing to b me RARGH i so do not like A tyvm

goddammit! why are some ppl like SO DAMN FREE to talk about other ppl's business and their love life when it DOESN'T affect or include them in any way and ESPECIALLY when they DON'T EVEN KNOW THE PERSON!!!!!! go eat shit larh all these ppl, esp the stupid pixie DIXie guy. ganna sai. stil dare to STARE and LAUGH into my face when i'm like SO CLEARLY staring back at him the big poot! freak.

RARGH IM STILL EMO RARGH MRS ELIZABIRD CHIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you and keith in lala dreamland only you two in there don't know doing what! rargh!!!

when will my emo days finally b over

EMO-ING

today totally rocked! ahaaha! lol for instance mrs chia's husband not only love-shot but love-song to mrs chia today during his guitar solo performance!!! woowoowoo~~ ahahh poor mrs chia so embarrassed until her face turned red!!!!! ahahah:) truly a sight to behold:P ahhhah:D woohoo lol tried the cupcakes made by culinary, not bad eh ahahahah:) wish i could cook like this too! aahahah:D im seriously a klutz at cooking. sigh. our booth only attracted people at the time where the electric guitar came into use. what the shit right. sigh. the true reality of life haha. performed 2 times in the morning today, once for v few people who were alr from sa lol, then the 2nd round was for this big group of students from gan eng seng sec, they all actually sat down to listen to us play our piece, when it's you know, actually not very long heehee:) paiseh lol i saw my dearest and beloved one today;)) ahaha so not bad not bad lol but compared to mrs chia mine is nt as lucky as her la, she got love song from her husband somemore sigh. ahhah she should cherish it even more!!! hahaha:) so many were at the scene where KC played love song to mrs chia!!! aahahahahaahahh! that the was most unforgettable moment today especially for mrs chia i bet lol:P ahhha if mrs chia is reading this now, i bet she must b screaming from happiness ahahah!! ( ok actually i think she's screaming from terror ahahah XD )

today seems like the only day where school ends the earliest amongst these days. sigh ended sch today at 3.30 that seems alr like the earliest possible release time from sch lately haiz. sad:( chem test super screwed up today!!!! freak. anw back to the main point, today's math tutorial was DA BEST man lol! elizabeth AKA eliza'bird' and her husband keith AKA 'kit' chia was the hot topic for our class's discussion and laughter ahhhhah! so damn funny wish i recored the whole conversation bout her and keith on a recorder or smth lol! poor mrs chia looked so flustered hahaha:) stephanie happily laughing away throughout the math tutorial hahaahha! and i bet the math t'cher was like thinking to herself "what the shit?" hahah cos we all crazy poots down there laughing at bird and kit ahahha! just thinking and typing bout it rite now makes me laugh again ahahah! this is seriously the most enjoyable math tutorial EVER lol thanks to bird and kit! ahhahhahah!

gotta emphasise one more time.






























im feeling absolutely.




































HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm feeling so



























HAPPY


















HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah during pw today in com lab joella and i were playing neopets beach ball babes with each other!!! ahahah ok fine mayb it was just beach volleyball. no babes. just monkeys. wow. lol. but joella still liked the game lol:D and i had to keep pushing joella to play the hard level for her meerca chase game lol!!! and the fast-paced game almost drove joella CRAZY ahhahaah! sigh still haven't seen my ec yet right up till now since yesterday:((( so sad:(( wat's my freakin' problem anw, lol nt like i would die anw haahhaah! YES! listening to some upbeat song yeah gogogo! hahah just want to add a footnote: mrs elizabeth chia loves mr keith chia :P

lol!we were supposed to have chem remedial today, but we waited for 1 hour in class and wonder to ourselves: "How are we gonna have this chem remedial if the teacher's not even her?" and we lingered around in class for 1 hour. wow. greatness. bravo. high. fabulous. excellent. what else?

oh yeah my heart's like this now, except who's going to sew it back from pieces to a whole for me?

omg this is the first post i hav ever written in my entire life after such a LOOOONG break ahahahx oh wow it's like i don't even rmb my blog looks like this shit thingy hahahx ok must talk nicely i'm a nice person hahahah just joking. can't wait to go to school tomorrow to continue teasing mrs eliz chia about her mr K chia again! wahaha~

THE NILE

Greek historian Herodotus called Egypt "the gift of the Nile", meaning that it owed its existence to the river. Each year in July, floods from rainfall in Ethiopia raised the water level by up to 8m downriver of Aswan, depositing fertile silt on the banks. Crops were sown when the waters receded in November. The Egyptians used nilometers (gauges carved into rocks) to measure river levels - too much or too little water could warn of disaster. The source of the floodwater was a mystery that they ascribed to the work of the gods.

The first human species to leave Africa was Homo erectus, about 1.8 million years ago. Homo sapiens also originated in Africa, and spread out from there about 120000 years ago. Recent research suggests that all modern humans are descended from migrants who left Africa across what is now the southern end of the Red Sea. During the Ice Ages, sea levels were some 80m lower than they are today.

Certain features gave humans advantages over other animals, helping them to dominate the planet.

BIG BRAIN
-the capacity to reason and analyse

SPEECH
-enabled communication and the accumulation of a shared body of knowledge

BIPEDALISM
-freed up the hands to carry things, to make and use tools, and wield weapons

OPPOSABLE THUMBS
-let humans grip objects

Life on Earth began about 3800 million years ago. Human beings are comparative newcomers, first evolving around 2 million years ago-more than 60 million years after the extinction of the dinosaurs. Recent DNA research has reinforced the theory that all human beings evolved from ape-like ancestors and then hominids (upright-walking ancestors) in the warm savannas of eastern Africa. A number of forms of hominid coexisted for several million years, but by about 30000 years ago, Homo sapiens was the only surviving human species.

mamma mia!! i'm ultra bored -_- help for chem, my chem sucks like hell shit

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woots i finally managed to tear myself away from my previous blogskin! hahax adieu to my pink converse ! hahahax so sad:*( ok now i'm happy again ahhahax this is damn crappy man hahhax what the hell is despotism??? if anyone knows that PLEASE tell me, can tag there hahahhahaahx please please help me:)

wa kao damn sian tomorrow still have chem prac prelim, and after that hav to stay back in sch for like 4 hours for honours day, hope it finishes before 5pm!i'm an extremely busy person ya know, hahahx :P don't get wrong ideas especially tehrah, and you love ricky martin not me! such bad taste you hav ahhahax well at least you can go and open a tehtarik shop with ricky martin and make tehtarik for yours truly here hahahahahx i LOVE tehtarik *HINTHINT* hahahax oh shit i just killed myself, haahax ok nvm bout that it's not important:)

i'm so happy for lit today!! can't believe i managed to finish everything in time!!! still got time to daydream awhile hahahahahax damn cool man, although i hate lit so much, today is the first time that i enjoyed writing the essay, although it doesn't mean that i'll get A1, mayb i might fail in the end, hahahax you never know:) well anyway even if i do fail it won't affect you the reader of this, hahahahahhax i'm going MAD

i want the week to like end NOW! prelims suck!

i'm crying for you

i like you umi, you're really good, really i mean it from the bottom of my heart. i hope my heartfelt message will somehow reach you

i'm feeling really very sad, like hopeless.

i'm feeling damn damn damn sad my maid who is my really really really good friend and who's really really caring left, she went back to indonesia waaa i'm so sad i don't want to but i just can't stop myself from crying, i'm regretting now so much i should have faced her and said bye to her before i left for school and never be able to see her again since she would be flying off during the time when i would be in school. all because i didn't want her to see me crying already, now i wished that i should have just faced her and said goodbye properly, even if i cry in front of her. i wanted to tell her too that she was really really nice and really helped me and my family a lot. she told me that if she wasn't good enough she was really sorry. i was so touched when she said that, i almost wanted to cry right in front of her, plus i'm really very bad at controlling my tears and emotion, not that i like being emo and all. i just feel very very sad that she's leaving and i can't see her off at the airport. this sucks, hope she will be able to find her own happiness there and she's going to marry the man she loves hahax, oh no i forgot to wish her well on that aspect too damnit i suck like hell, i stink

wow i forgot to bring my jacket to school hahax haiz had to borrow one from shiu an for awhile today.so sad i'm partnerless for today, since rachel went for choir syf today. hope they won gold with honours!!!!!! woots!!!!!! that'll b so cool hahax nvm i can see her tomorrow, hope she rmbs to bring along my phantom of the opera soundtrack cd, hahahahx. it's so super noisy now hahax music blasting bla bla. did the ce presentation today in class for ce project, hahahax how fun:) they were waiting for me to go to the toilet then start the presentation, so paiseh ahahhx we suggested that our school can have a wider range of ccas ahahx.

oh man i forgot to bring my foolscap paper today, so super duper inconvenient hahahx haiz tomorrow got to pass up the english theme essay and reflections haiz. someone is being so weird next to me. bla bla bla trying to act cool or something, yadayadayada. How boring.

later still have to go for learning lab haiz. super boring. gwynna doesn't want to come back to my class, waa so mean now left debbie and me. but debbie always can't come for learning lab, so what's the difference haiz.

Case Against New Shopping Centre Development

It has just been announced that a major developer is seeking planning permission to build a shopping centre on the edge of the town and that the town council is likly to agree to this proposal. A protest group has been formed to mount a campaign against such a development and I am very much on the side of the protesters.

For a start, we already have quite enough plpaces to purchase things in this area. We have the local shops, we have the city shops just a bus ride away and we have a shopping mall in the next town, again just a short bus ride away. We simply do not need more shopping facilities in this area.

Then there is the issue of increased traffic. The town council is always going on about the terrible traffic problems in this area. It has been urging us all to leave our cars at home and to either walk or take public transport so that we may avoid the current congested roads. Yet, now it appears to be in favour of a development which can only increase the level of congestion. Of course, there is to be a huge car park at the proposed new shopping centre.

We also have to take into consideration what effect a new shopping centre in the area would have on the viability of our own high street shops. At the moment, despite the proximity of the city, many of them have no shortages of customers and so are thriving businesses. However, there is a distinct disincentive for people wishing to make purchases from such shops.

There is a major parking problem for people wishing to shop in the centre of the town, thanks to the strict parking restrictions imposed by the council. Given the choice of shopping with their cars or shopping without them, I fear that many shoppers will opt for the former and make for the new shopping centre rather than the local shops. Such a loss of business will have extremely unfortunate consequences for local shops and some of them may go to the wall. That would be a tragedy for the community.

Another tragedy for the community would be the damage to the environment that a building development like this is likely to cause. There are very few pieces of land in this area that are not built up and the area scheduled for the shopping complex is one of these. It is not an especially pretty place, but it provides a habitat for plants and animals and it offers some relief from the crowded built-up areas around. In addition, more cars driving into that area will add significantly to the pollution of the atmosphere.

The developers are arguing that their proposed shopping complex will not only provide local people with more retail choice but that it will provide local jobs. However, the extra jobs may well be at the expense of jobs in the high street shops if they have to close. I will give as much support as possible to the protesters and hope that the shopping centre does not get planning permission.

Why People Are Living Longer

In the developed countries at least, the life expectancy of people has increased quite considerably over recent decades. More and more people are living into the eighties and even their ninties and there are various reasons for this.

Medical advances have done much to prolong people's lives. Improved diagnostic techniques have made it possible for doctors to detect the signs of disease much earlier than before. This enables them to treat conditions at a much earlier stage and early intervention, particularly in the case of some cancers, can do much to save lives.

Many countries have developed screening programmes to enable doctors to identify certain diseases. An early example of this was the introduction of mass screening by chest X-ray for tuberculosis. More recently, in several countries, women over a certain age are asked to have a mammogram, an X-ray of the breasts taken every two years or so as a means of detecting breast cancer.

Some governments have introduced health education programmes. This has been done to make people more aware of their bodies and of any changes which may occur. People are thus much better informed and are more likely to visit their doctors early enough to prevent diseases from becoming fatal.

There have been major advances in medical treatment as well as in medical diagnosis in recent decades. More and more sophisticated drugs are used to treat cardiac disease, hypertension and strokes, more technically known as cerebrovascular accidents. These dugs prevent people from dying of such conditions at an early age. Meanwhile, chemotherapy and improved forms of radiotherapy are saving the lives of many cancer patients.

Advances in surgical techniques also prevent many people from dying at a relatively young age. One of the most major advances was the introduction of transplant surgery by Dr Christiaan Barnard that has saved so many lives.

There is no doubt that better medical care has done much to keep people alive longer. However, it is not the only reason for increased lifespans. Better living conditions have also played a part. More people in the developed world now live in warm, dry accommodation and are much healthier because of this.

Then there is the fact that more people are now better informed about nutrition and are more able to afford the ingredients of a healthy diet. Eating the right foods, such as fruits and vegetables can, for example, do much to prevent people from developing high levels of cholesterol, thought to be a factor in the occurrence of heart diseases and strokes. In addition, more people are also better informed about what represents a danger to their health, such as smoking, and are actively trying to avoid such dangers.

The tendency towards longer lifespans looks set to continue as medicine introduces more and more life-saving techniques. However, with people in the developed world dying nowadays from the effects of obesity instead of, as before, from malnutrition, there are signs that our modern lifestyle may, in fact, shorten some lifespans.

an essay from Betty Kirkpatrick

Should Smoking In Public Places Be Banned?

Some countries, such as Singapore and the UK, have already introduced legislation which imposes a ban on smoking in workplaces and other public areas. Other countries are considering such a ban and this has given rise to much controversy among the population of these countries.

My view is that everyone has a right to work in a comfortable, clean, healthy environment and should not have to put up with other people's nicotine habit. Smoking is a very antisocial habit which, at the very least, can cause discomfort to others in the form of a smoky atmosphere and dirty surroundings caused by dropped cigarette ash on the floor, overflowing ashtrays and discarded cigarette ends.

Smokers also endanger the health of others. If people want to ignore the dangers and go on smoking, despite the known dangers, then that is their choice. However, it is now known that the inhalation of cigarette smoke by non-smokers, known as passive smoking, can lead to various health problems in the same way that smoking can. It is unjust that smokers should be allowed to have a deleterious effect on the health of their workmates.

Protesters against a smoking ban in the workplace claim that such a ban is contrary to the human rights of smokers, but smokers are, in fact, infringing the human rights of their colleagues by endangering their health and polluting their environment.

Smokers also complain that they have to go outside the building to smoke in all weather conditions. They also claim that smoking outside a building makes them look and feel like pariahs. However, this is the price they have to pay for persisting in indulging in such an antisocial habit.

The same no-smoking rule should apply to public places such as government offices, libraries, sport complexes and airports. People often have no choice but to go into such buildings and they have a right to have their health and comfort safeguarded from the habits of others. Most airlines ban smoking and smokers have to resist the temptation to light up during the course of the flight. Why should they not demonstrate the same level of self-control in public buildings?

The question of imposing a ban on smoking in public places of entertainment has caused the most controversy. Restaurant owners, publicans and brewers ae vehemently opposed to it because they say that it will affect their livelihood and smokers say that it will affect their enjoyment of an evening out. Non-smokers, they say, need not go into a smoky pub or restaurant.

However, these places of entertainment are also workplacces and the waiters, barpersons and other service personnel shouold not have to put their health at risk by being subjected to cigarette smoke. In the light of this, Mayor Michael Bloomberg of New York has already announced a smoking ban in restaurants and pubs and Ireland has followed suit. I hope that many other countries will follow their example and impose a no-smoking ban in all public places.

The Baroque Sonata

a composition in several movements for one to eight instruments

Composers often wrote trio sonatas, so called because they had three melodic lines: two high lines and a basso continuo. Yet the word trio is misleading, because the "trio" sonata actually involves fouor instrumentalists. There are two high instruments (commonly violins, flutes, or oboes) and two instruments for the basso continuo - a keyboard instrument (organ or harpsichord) and a low instrument (cello or bassoon).
The sonata originated in Italy, but spread to Germany, England, and France during the seventeenth century. Sonatas were played in palaces, in homes, and even in churches - before, during, or after the service. Sometimes composers differentiated between the sonata da chiesa (church sonata), which had a dignified character and was suitable for sacred performance; and the sonata da camera (chamber sonata), which was more dancelike and was intended for performance at court.

Basso continuo
(1) chords: harpsichord/orga/lute
(2) low-sounding instrument: cello/double bass/bassoon

1. sonata da chiesa: church sonata
2. sonata da camera: chamber sonata

e.g. Corelli, Vivaldi, Telemann

The Fugue

written for a group of instruments or voices, or for a single instrument like an organ or harpsichord. A fugue is a polyphonic composition based on one main theme, called a subject. Throughout the fugue, different melodic lines, called voices, imitate the subject. The top melodic line - whether sung or played - is the soprano voice, and the bottom is the bass. The texture of a fugue usually includes three, four, or five voices. Though the subject remains fairly constant throughout, it takes on new meanings when shifted to different keys or combined with different melodic and rhythmic ideas.
The form of a fugue is extremely flexible; in fact, the only constant feature of fugues is how they begin - the subject is almost always presented in a single, unaccompanied voice. By thus highlighting the subject, the composer tells us what to remember and listen for. In getting to know a fugue, try to follow its subject through the different levels of texture. After its first presentation, the subject is imitated in turn by all the remaining voices.
First voice: tonic scale
Second voice: dominant scale (answer)
countersubject: different melodic idea
episodes: transitional sections between presentations of subject (offer either new material or fragments of subject/countersubject)
stretto: subject is imitated before it is completed; one voice tries to catch the other
pedal point/organ point: single tone (usually in bass) held while the other voices produce a series of changing harmonies against it

A fugue subject can be varied in four principal ways:

1. inversion : turned upside down
2. retrograde : beginning with last note of subject and proceeding backward to the first
3. augmentation : lengthened time values
4. diminution : shortened time values

prelude: short piece introducing an independent fugue

eg. Bach, Handel

hahax please ignore my posts if you don't wanna read it i'm just typing for revise sake hahx taken from Roger Kamien's textbook


The Concerto Grosso and Ritornello Form

In a concerto grosso, a small group of soloists is pitted against a larger group of players called the tutti (all). Usually two and four soloists play with anywhere from eight to twenty or more musicians for tutti. The tutti consists mainly of string instruments, with harpshichord as part of the basso continuo. A concerto grosso presents a contrast of texture between the tutti and the soloissts, who assert their individuality and appeal for attention through brilliant and fanciful melodic lines. The soloists were the best and highest-paid members of the baroque orchestra, because their parts were more difficult than those of the other players. Concerti grossi were frequently performed by private orchestras in aristocratic palaces.
A concerto grosso consists of several movements that contrast in tempo and character. Most often there are three movements: (1) fast, (2) slow, (3) fast. The opening movement is usually vigorous and determined, clearly showing the contrast between tutti and soloists. The slow movement is quieter than the first, often lyrical and intimate. The last movement is lively and carefree, sometimes dancelike.
The first and last movvements of concerti grossi are often in ritornello form, which is based on alternation between tutti and solo sections. In ritornello form the tutti opens with a theme called the ritornello (refrain). This theme, always played by the tutti, returns in different keys throughout the movement. But it usually returns in fragments, not complete. Only at the end of the movement does the entire ritornello return in the home key.

wow today was quite interesting during CE lesson, we all went to the lecture theatre and lo and behold, we were going have another session of CareerQuest talk, which we had last year (that's like ancient rite hahax) so i'm an I personality:)) ahhahax that is so right man, hahahahax don't even need to take the test i think i know i'm I personality already. and i have to do a timetable for my own good, aaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!! coach david was right, people with I personality hate timetables and are careless and disorganized, which is so ME!!!!!!! wa lao i hate doing timetables, a waste of time exactly, haiz. but anyway, i learnt a lot about myself today, hahax and some tactics as to how to study and learn better and know more about myself, hahax:) today was supposed to have bio rememdial after school. turned out that none of the bio teachers were free today so we didn't have to go for any bio remedials in the end, yay! hahax so cool but we still waited outside the AVA room for quite some time before someone came and told us that there was no bio rememdial today haiz. information passes so slowly rite, hahax:)

today i'm in such a math mood, dunno why suddenly love doing math, especially maxima and minima problems which involve differentiation hahax practically doing math the whole day today ahhahax (see here some tiny confession made if you read in between the lines, hahahax especially teachers should look out for this *hinthint* hahax i'm killing myself diaoz hahax)

yayy i managed to finish the whole of worksheet one on maxima and minima problems, yipee!!!!! and now i'm feeling depressed all over again. still have worksheet 2 to go, on maxima and minima problems again-_- i wonder how long my 'burning' and 'fiery'enthusiasm can last for math, haiz. once the flames go out, i won't be in the mood for doing math, and i won't want to do any math haiz, sadded.

it's so freezing cold, my fingers are like numb, it's turning purple soon, ahahx oh yesterday my hands were so cold and numb to the extent that there will be this consistent prickly feeling if i touch anything and my fingernails turned fully purple, eew gross rite hahahx how interesting this has something to do with bio yo, ahahhahax i hope i don't suddenly switch from amath-enthu to bio-enthu, ahhahax that word 'enthu' sounds like some malay or indian or punjabi word (sorry i don't know how to spell punjabi).yesterday people are like blasting some weird wacko music, so noisy, no consideration for other people like me who are FERVENTLY and FURIOUSLY doing amath trigonometry sums in the TYS, hahax (it's true i swear, i'm super hardworking hahahax) then there was this three girls sitting next to me who were doing their reflections i think for Odyssey of the Mind project, and they were complaining amongst themselves aboutr the inconsiderate person who was blaring and blasting the music. oh my god hahahahahahax someone is playing this funny video about this indian man who is trying to tell his customer that he doesn't sell pork, i think some kind of communication problem hahahax omg it sounds so funny the indian man talk until so cute hahax he keep saying he no pork, and he threatens to call the police, ahahhahax i don't know la damn funny everyone is laughing like siao ahhahahax XD

haiz i'm so bored today didn't go to school yesterday haiz got stomach nerve problem or pain ahhax haiz anyway i got mc hahax why do people always think that i pon school ah, people like me so guai how can i possibly pon leh, hahahx just jokin la
my nose hurts, i scratched it and it became bloody and formed a scab and dried blood crust, now i can't 'stretch' it very pain ahhax my hand is freezing man i'm still in school wa wanted to send this electroplating document to one of my group members for chemistry but the file expired aaacks!!! now what am i supposed to do????? waaacks!!! hate it man haiz

let's talk about voodooism hahax:)

Voodooism

- Haiti, West Africa

- confusion with New Orleans "hoodooism"

- nailing crude puppets with a discarded shoe on trees near the cemetery to act as messengers to the other world

- honour special deities with specific rituals

another interesting fact, look on:)

Children of the Corn

- originally a short story by Stephen King

- couple set out on a cross-country road trip to California, and ran over the body of a young boy who was killed and thrown onto the road

- Gatlin(a small, isolated town):years previously the town's children murdered everyone over the age of 18 after embracing the bloody pseudo-Christian cult of an evil being that lurks in the corn fields:"He Who Walks Behind The Rows"

- the children kill the wife, while the husband escapes into the cornfields surrounding the town, where he is killed in person by the children's god

hey hope you guys enjoyed the 'informative talk' on Paganism in my previous entry! hahax today's topic shall be more familiar to you i hope, hahax

Shamanism

-a range of traditional beliefs and practices concerned with communication with the spirit world

- its practitioners claim the ability to diagnose and cure human suffering and in some societies, the ability to cause suffering

- forming a special relationship with, or gaining control over, spirits

- shamans credited with ability to control weather, divination, the interpretation of dreams, astral projection, and traveling to upper and lower worlds

- intermediary between the natural and spiritual world, who travels between worlds in a state of trance

- once in the spirit world, the shaman would commune with the spirits for assistance in healing, hunting or weather management

- seen as communicating with the spirits on behalf on the community, including spirits of the dead

- shaman may be initiated via a serious illness, by being struck by lightning and dreaming of thunder to become Heyoka, or by a near-death experience, or one might follow a 'calling' to become a shaman

- shaman blessed with spiritual powers

- found more widespread in less economically developed countries

let's talk about paganism!!

hahax let's be enthu man hahax

ok i'm mad

here it goes..

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-encompasses a diverse community with some groups concentrating on specific traditions, practices or elements such as ecology, witchcraft, Celtic traditions or certain gods.

-Wiccans, Druids, Shamans, Sacred Ecologists, Odinists and Heathens make up parts of the Pagan community

- strongly emphasises equality of the sexes

- may be collective or solitary worship

- ceremonies usually begin with marking out of a ritual circle, a symbol of sacred space which has neither beginning nor end, and within which all stands as equals

- at quarter-points, the four directions and the corresponding elements of Earth, Air, Fire and Water will be acknowledged and bid welcome

- meditation, chanting, music, prayer, dance, the pouring of libations, recitations of poetry and/or the performance of sacred drama, sharing of food and drink

- pagan worship is mainly concerned with concern to and honouring of immanent divinity

- rituals akin to a symbolic language of communication between the human and the divine: one which speaks not to the intellect alone but also to the body, the emotions, and the depths of the unconscious mind, allowing Pagans to experience the sacred as a whole people within act of worship

- approach primarily mythopoeic, recognising that spiritual truths are better understsood by means of allusion and symbol rather than doctrine

- 3 types of Paganism: meso-paganism, neo-paganism, neo-dindruism

- Wicca: worhips Mother Goddess
5 elements = fire, air, water, earth, spirit
widely populated
"Charmed" television serial -> exaggerated version of paganism (involves witchcraft)

well that's the end of our topic of the day, Paganism! give a round of applause!!! hahahahx

yoz all i haven't blog for a day since hahax ok that sounds super duper pathetic hahax haiz wushu competition coming soon i'm scared till i can just pee in my pants on the spot hahax ok i shall share with you some interesting things that i found out today:) i specially went to research on it, don't worry it's not from Reader's Digest hahax from everywhere on the internet. enjoy reading it:)

Children of the Corn

This was originally from a short story by Stephen King, then made into a horror film. A couple set out on a cross-country road trip to California, and ran over the body of a young boy who was already killed and thrown onto the road. Gatlin, which is a small and isolated town, in the years previously the town's children murdered everyone over the age of 18 after embracing the bloody pseudo-Christian cult of an evil being that lurks in the corn fields: "He Who Walks Behind The Rows". The children kill the wife, while the husband escapes into the cornfields surrounding the town, where he is killed in person by the children's god.

spooky isn't it? hahx

heyys hahax shall give you all a break from the humongous amounts of newsweek and reader's digest articles, although SOMEONE commented to me that it was super boring hahax thanks a lot theophila, but it's enriching right? adds more knowledge to your brains, so don't complain ahahx i put in so much effort to type all those reports and articles out, type until my hand tired, so must at least thank me rite hahax just joking la hope that you all will continue reading stuff that i post:) hahax ok nvm i'm just crapping hahax haiz today the computer damn laggy la hahax ok nvm i'm just complaining and complaining yay later can eat nasi lemak cool eh;)

aha! i love this article hahahx now you can't make me sit until super straight corrine, hahahax it's not wrong:) check it out here, taken from Reader's Digest April 2007

"Lean Back and Save Your Back"

Radiologists have confirmed what ergonomists have long suspected - that sitting upright is bad for your back. New 'positional' Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI) scans of patients sitting and standing can demonstrat how gravity acts on the spine, says Dr Waseem Bashir of Scotland, who led the study. The scans show that a 90-degree sitting position - which most people consider normal - places unnecessary strain on the lower back curvature, causing discs to become squashed. "A 135-degree body-thigh position like that of an adjustable recliner - shows the least strain," says Bashir.

For those who spend all day sitting in office chairs, Bashir says the hips need to be higher than the knees and the feet should be flat on the floor. "Opening up the angle between your body and thighs is what's important," he says.

another article again from Reader's Digest Aprill 2007:

"Fewer Shocks Better for Cardiac Victims"

New thinking on cardiac arrest resuscitation is saving more lives by recommending less use of the defibrillator and longer stretches of CPR. Researchers at the University of Washington in Seattle have found that a single shock from a defibrillator followed by two minutes of CPR improves survival rates by 13 per cent. "A shock is needed to restore heart rhythm, but CPR helps the muscular beating of the heart and pushes blood into circulation," says study author Dr Thomas Rea.

i found an article in Reader's Digest April 2007 which can be of use to those who go to work, hahax

"Top Ten Fake Excuses for Work"

1. I dreamt that I had been fired, so i didn't bother to get out of bed.

2. I had to take my cat to the dentist.

3. I got all the way to the office and realised I was still in my pyjamas and had to go home to change.

4. I saw that you weren't in the office, so I went out looking for you.

5. I couldn't find the right tie, so I had to wait for the shops to open to buy one.

6. My son tried to flush our ferret down the toilet and I needed to tend to it

7. I ran over a goat. (this sounds really lame, cos Singapore has no goats roaming around the streets)

8. I stopped for a muffin, the shop was robbed and the police required everyone to stay for questioning.

9. A bee flew in my car and attacked me and I had to pull over. (ok this is really for a lousy person afraid of bees)

10. I wet my pants and went home to change.

One in five employees admit to making up fake excuses. But if they think they're putting one over on the boss, they're probably right. Only 35 per cent of employers say they don't believe the excuses.

an article here from Reader's Digest April 2007, really interesting and helpful:) :

"Bye-Bye Bruises"

People who bruise easily could try eating more pineapple. It's rich in an enzyme called bromelain, which is used by some to lessen swelling after injury. Only a ripe pineapple will produce bromelain - look for one with a fresh, tropical smell. But don't eat more than half a day; too much can cause stomachache and diarrhoea.

here are the 7 things that you can do now to keep your brain sharp in old age:)

1. Drink alcohol
In moderation that is. A US study of older women found that those who reportedly have one or two drinks a day had a 40%
lower risk of cognitive decline than those who claimed to drink nothing.

2. Eat apples
Fresh apples have high concentrations of quercetin, an antioxidant that, lab studies suggest, may fight the damage done by
free radicals to brain cells.

3. Broccoli
A study of men aged 50 to 85 in Boston found that those with more folate in their blood showed less decline in verbal
fluency. Folate turns up in leafy green vegetables such as spinach, Brussels sprouts and broccoli.

4. Eat less
It's generally considered that obese people are at greater risk. And another mouse study found that animals who have their
food restricted by 40%, compared with mice who can eat all they want, again have a reduced level of blood plaque.

5. Try exercise
It doesn't take much: a Hawaiian study found that elderly men who walked more than 3km a day halved their risk of
dementia compared with men who walked less than a half of kilometre.

6. Look after your ticker
High LDL cholesterol, high blood pressure, smoking and diabetes are all known to be risk factors for heart disease, but a
study of 9000 people found that they also raised the risk of dementia - by 46% for diabetes, 42% for high cholesterol, 26% for smoking and 24% for hypertension. These are cumulative; if you've got all four then your risk is boosted by 237%.

Hope that after reading these tips will encourage you guys to live a healthier life:) hahax start by today:)

here's an article from Reader's Digest April 2007 which i found very enriching, read on:)

"Cool Off With Tea"

Drink any kind of tea to reduce stress. That's the message from researchers at University College London, who found that people who drank normal black tea destressed more quickly and had lower levels of cortisol (a stress hormone) in their blood after a harrowing event.

And a recent report in the European Journal of Clinical Nutrition reveals evidence that drinking three cups of tea a day reduces the risk of coronary heart disease because the water in the tea can help replenish fluids in the body. Dietitian Frankie Phillips says it makes no difference if you drink tea made using a bag or loose leaves. But the brewing time will have an effect. "The stronger the tea, the higher the content of polyphenols, which act as antioxidants in the body," she says.

But what could affect the health benefits is taking your tea with milk. A recent German study at the Charite Hospital in Berlin found that the protective effect that tea has on the cardiovascular system is tottally wiped out by adding milk.

here's another one of the mysteries that we may have in our lives:) taken from Reader's Digest again April 2007:

"Do ducks have ears?"

According to Dr David Bird, professor of wildlifebiology and director of the Avian Science and Conservation Centre of McGill University in Montreal, ducks, like all vertebrates, do indeed have ears, although they don't look much like the human version.
"As can readily be seen," Bird says, "the avian ear is missing those fleshy flaps, called pinnae, that stick out on either side of the head. Instead, ducks have smallish holes just behind their eyes that are covered by small, stiff feathers."
These feathers help to minimise turbulence during flight, even enhance sound collection by forming a funnel that directs sounds.
Although structurally simple, duck's ears are also remarkably sensitive. As Bird points out:"A duck's hearing is thought to be at least as sensitive as that of mammals in terms of sharpness, frequency discrimination and sound location. And as in all birds, the semi-circular canals of the inner ear, which essentially help maintain a keen sense of balance, are very well developed."

here's some facts of life that i took from Reader's Digest April 2007:

"Do the living now outnumber the dead?"

If the world's population had always grown at its present rate, the answer would be yes. But there have been long periods where there've been many deaths but virtually no increase in population.
Since 40,000BC - the dawn of modern man - an estimated 58 billion people have died, according to a study by the Netherlands-based International Statistics Institute. The current world population now stands at less than six billion, so the dead outnumber the living by about ten to one.

here's some facts of life that i took from Reader's Digest April 2007:

"Do the living now outnumber the dead?"

If the world's population had always grown at its present rate, the answer would be yes. But there have been long periods where there've been many deaths but virtually no increase in population.
Since 40,000BC - the dawn of modern man - an estimated 58 billion people have died, according to a study by the Netherlands-based International Statistics Institute. The current world population now stands at less than six billion, so the dead outnumber the living by about ten to one.

here's another article from Newsweek:

Newsweek 26 February 2007

"Now Comes The Hard Part"

The ink was barely dry on the nuclear deal signed February 13 by North Korea and the other members of the Six Party Talks before pundits began to blast the agreement. The arrangement - under which North Korea promised to seal and then disable core parts of its nuclear-weapons programs in exchange for energy aid and gradual relief from international sanctions - has been attacked by hawks, including former Bush staffers, as a reward for bad behavior. Former Clinton asides, meanwhile, say it's nothing more than what they negotiated in the 1994 Agreed Framework - which would still be in effect had Bush stuck with the plan. As happens so often these days, the left and the right are converging to attack the president. But while the deal may not be perfect, both sides have got it wrong.

To start, the new accord goes way beyond the 1994 agreement, which promised North Korea two light-water nuclear reactors woth more than $5 billion and hundreds of millions of dollars of heavy fuel oil in exchange for its freezing and eventually dismanding its nuclear programs. There was no deadline built into the deal, and enforcement fell to Washington alone.

This time, North Korea is being offered no light-water reactors and is being given a very strict deadline - 60 days - within which it must begin sealing its nuclear facility at Yongbyon and detail all its nuclear-weapons programs. After that Pyongyang must start identifying and dismantling its nuclear programs. China and North Korea's other neighbors are now parties to the arrangement and have agreed to strict benchmarks.

The involvement of these outside parties helps explain why the deal finally came together now. China was far less co-operative in 2002, when the United States caught North Korea cheating on the Agreed Framework by running a highly enriched uranium (HEU) weapons program; Beijing refused to get involved. The Bush administration eventually managed to convince the Chinese to host the Six Party Talks, however. Beijing continued to support Pyongyang's demands for light-water reactors and avoided putting pressure on Kim Jong Il. But China now had its own reputation on the line.

When North Korea defiantly tested a nuclear device last year against Beijing's wishes, China's President Hu Jintao was reportedly furious at the loss of face. He began squeezing North Korea in ways once unimaginable, supporting U.N. sanctions and helping freeze North Korean bank accounts. It was this Chinese pressure that proved decisive this year, forcing the North Koreans to return to the table and accept a deal that fell well short of their initial demands.

All this goes to prove the critics wrong. It does not, however, mean that the deal is guaranteed to work. There are worrisome signs that North Korea is still not serious about fulfilling its obligations. The nukes are Kim Jong Il's only trump card; his decrepit nation is forced to depend on China for half its food and most of its oil supplies. In Kim's paranoid worldview, a few nuclear bombs are the only thing that preserves his rule and prevents his country's absorption by his neighbors.

It bodes ill that the North Korean media has already started describing the Six Party Talks as "arms control" negotiations among fellow nuclear-weapons states. Pyongyang has still refused to acknowledge the existence of its HEU program, which violates all previous commitments and could produce dozens of bombs once operational. If North Korea does not include the program on its list of nuclear facilities to be dismantled, the deal cannot move forward. Pyongyang could also reintroduce old demands for light-water reactors or the unconditional lifting of sanctions in order to stall the process and avoid implementing the agreement. If it does, there is a real risk Seoul and Beijing will be tempted to tolerate the delay; even Washington, preoccupied with Iraq, might go along. If they do, North Korea will continue working on its weapons programs, and possibly even stage another test to eke out still more concessions.

Fortunately, because of its built-in deadlines, the new deal makes it easy to tell if North Korea is faking it - much easier than the Agreed Framework did. The real challenge for Washington now is to avoid declaring victory and turning its attention elsewhere. Instead, it must work to keep its partners onboard and to muster the will to punish Pyongyang (by cutting energy assistance and imposing financial sanctions) if North Korea proves intransigent. The United States has never had more leverage on North Korea than it does at the moment. If it allows the international coalition to dissolve and its determination to dissipate before North Korea shows any results, Washington will then truly risk repeating history in a dangerous way.

ere's another article in Newsweek :

Newsweek 26 February 2007

"The Dawn of the Next Cold War"

The 32-minute blast Vladimir Putin delivered at a recent security conference in Munich will go down as a classic. America's "uncontained" militarism, the Russian president declared, has created a world where 'no one feels safe anymore,' and where other nations feel almost forced to develop nuclear weapons in their own defense. U.S. Defense Secretary Robert Gates tried to laugh it off, joking that 'as an old cold warrior' the speech had 'almost filled me with nostalgia for a less complex time' - and went on to tout Washington's preference for partnership and good relations.

Make no mistake, though. Putin delivered a message, and the White House heard it loud and clear. It goes something like this: in the 1990s, America pushed us around. On NATO expansion, we asked you to consider our national interests. You answered with an advance into former Soviet territory in Eastern Europe. You spoke of energy partnership yet built new pipelines to bypass our territory. Western companies took advantage of our economic troubles to buy access to our natural resources at cut-rate prices.

We asked you to respect the antiballistic-missile treaty; you destroyed it. You expect us to sit quietly while you make trouble in Ukraine, Georgia, Belarus and Central Asia - lands that existed within the Russian sphere before America was a nation. You ask our help in the war on terror but condemn our fight against the Chechen terrorists. Now you want to deploy missile-defense systems in Central Europe. Yes, we hope for friendship with America. But ours is a new Russia. If you treat us without respect, you will discover that we can say no.

All this built-up resentment was clear in Putin's speech. A decade or so ago, the United States didn't really have to take Russia into account. The cash-strapped Kremlin was preoccupied with rebellious provincial governors, grasping oligarchs, embittered communists and Chechen separatists. The erratic and alcoholic Boris Yeltsin inspired little confidence, the Russian economy even less so. Today, all that has changed. Putin has cowed the oligarchs and tamed all political rivals, including the once independent Duma. Oil prices tripled between 2002 and 2006, filling Russia's coffers with cash and powering growth of 7 percent annually. Putin's approval ratings hover around 75 percent.

Russia's willingness to demonstrate its newfound strength has prompted some to speculate that we're looking at a new cold war. Certainly, U.S.-Russian relations have deteriorated. BUt a new cold war? The picture is more complicated. Yes, the Soviet Union and its nuclear arsenal occupy a special place in the dark corners of the American imagination. But this time around, Russia enjoys competitive advantages the Soviet Union lacked. It has shed its sclerotic Soviet political and economic system. It has no burdensome empire to manage. And Putin, unlike Soviet leaders, has a popular mandate, not just at home but, increasingly, abroad. The Russian leader is now welcomed warmly in many places where public attitudes toward America have soured, if not turned hostile.

During his speech in Germany, Putin offered this on the cold war: "It was a fragile peace, a scary peace, but it was fairly reliable. Today, it is less reliable." In a growing number of ways, he's right - and increasingly widely recognized as right. Putin didn't bang his shoe on the podium; he didn't seek to counter America's move to set up anti-missile defenses in Eastern Europe with empty threats to install missiles in Cuba. But if the Bush administration hopes, for example, to successfully pressure Iran to renounce its nuclear ambitions, it will need Russian help. And in this, Putin signaled, the Kremlin has probably gone as far as it's going to.

In Munich, Putin alluded to an 'asymmetric' response to American hyperpower. Iran offers one clue to what that means. The logic is no longer chiefly commercial, as it once might have been. Nowadays, the Kremlin wants to carve off some of America's regional influence. It's also telling that Putin went from Munich to the gulf. To Saudi Arabia, he offered help with development of a civilian nuclear program; in Qatar he spoke about the formation of a natural-gas cartel. In Jordan he pressed for development of new political and economic ties. Days later, he dispatched Russian Foreign Minister Sergei Lavrov to meet his Indian and Chinese counterparts to discuss ways of counterbalancing U.S. power in, as Putin sees it, a newly multipolar world.

Russia is entering an election cycle, and it's unclear who will replace Putin at the end of next year. But note: within the Kremlin, Putin counts among the most pro-Western Russian leaders. Others around him are viscerally anti-American. No, this isn't a new cold war. It's far more complex - and that might be worse.

Here's an article on Apple in Newsweek:

Newsweek 26 February 2007

"Freedom Song"

One of the breakthroughs of Apple's iTunes music store is its relative lack of restrictions. The store's digital-rights-management(DRM)sofware, folded into each music file, protects against piracy but allows users some leeway in making copies for their own use. One aspect of Apple's system has continued to rankle, however. Its DRM program, called Fairplay, doesn't play with others. A song from the iTunes store only plays on iTunes, and songs from competitors like Napster or Rhapsody won't play on your iPod. This is a classic "lock-in" that binds a customer to the products of one company, with no benefit in return.

For years, Job's public stance was that customers were happy with the situation. But now Apple's lack of interoperability is becoming a problem. The record labels are grousing about Apple's power in the industry. More pressing is a series of legislative and regulatory challenges from Europe, specifically in France and Norway, which threaten to mandate iTunes interoperability. Job's response was a sort of blog posting from atop Olympus - an essay, posted recently on Apple's Web site, called "Thoughts on Music".

The essay explains why it is infeasible to do what his critics are asking - to fix iTunes so that when you buy something from his store it will play on other systems, and vice versa. The reason, he says, is that "a DRM system employs secrets." By refusing to share Fairplay with others, Apple can protect those secrets. If hackers manage to unlock the secrets, then Apple can fix the broken lock in the next version of iTunes. By sharing its secrets, he claims, they'd be more easily discovered. By contrast, dropping DRM altogether would open up a musical paradise in which songs would be "playable on all players" and trigger an explosion of start-ups eager to exploit the new freedom.

The idea may work in the long run. But for now, many people in the record industry see DRM as the future, and you'd have to pry it from their cold dead hands before they'd release their digital tunes without it. And some of them see Jobs as a parasite getting fat by selling iPods while the music industry itself is mired in hard times. Significantly, the Recording Industry Association of America has ignored Jobs's call to drop DRM. Instead it congratulated him for offering to license Fairplay to other technology companies - an offer issued nowhere in Jobs's statement. Who needs the Grammys when we've got a catfight like this?

let me give you a nice review on Harry Potter's latest new and last book which i got from an article from Newsweek:

Newsweek 26 February 2007

"Watch Very Carefully"

Even obsessive "Harry Potter" fans have barely noticed that Hogwarts has had a makeover from the first two films. Oscar-winning art director Stuart Craig, who has designed all five "Potter" movies (including this summer's "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix"), agreed to share a few of those changes with NEWSWEEK:

- Hagrid's house was an octagonal one-room hut in the first film, but Craig added a bedroom in the back

- The main entrance to Hogwarts is new. The first movie used a real location, Christ Church College at Oxford. For the second film, it was replaced with a built set.

- Hogsmeade Station has been reconceived for "Phoenix". It had been an actual location in the North Yorkshire moors. For this film, Craig created a new set in the woods near Pinewood Studios.

- The trees in the Forbidden Forest are bigger. And speaking of growth, the beds in the Gryffindor dormitory have been extended - ditto the classroom desks - to keep pace with actors who've become teens.

Craig is now designing sets for the sixth film, "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince". But he's anxious for J.K. Rowling's seventh, and final, book in the series, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows", due in stores July 21. "We need to know which sets to retain for the last film," he says. Not that he'll get an early peek. "I just have to go to the bookshop" - like every other fan.

hi i'm so bored now hahax in the computer lab once again haahx cos at home can't use computer since got password. need to access heymath and asknlearn, except the internet is now super duper slow cos the computer lab is CROWDED, every single computer is occupied can't believe it right hahax haiz someone's playing Phil Collins song in Tarzan, oh no it's not Tarzan it's Brother Bear hahax there's no privacy la so many people around haiz so squashed but what to do? hahax no choice sadded hahax

i'm in the computer lab once again now waiting to go for learning lab tuition later haiz i feel so depressed dunno why i think maybe bcos of competition coming up soon so stressed super scared for competition help:(
haiz never mind shall not make this place any duller with my stress and complaints hahax i can't use computer at home now since it has password and my mother is angry at me for using the computer last time to search for the piano score for soundtracks of Hana Kimi!!!! it's not considered as playing wat, haiz at least i'm not like going online to those kind of chatrooms and 'exposing' myself to dangers right, i'm just SEARCHING for piano scores. haiz. but anyway i couldn't open the piano scores in the end after downloading it into my computer, cos they said something about not having the appropriate application to open the document, so couldn't open the score and print it out in the end anyway, haiz. but i managed to find I Believe sung by dunno which korean singer, this song was played in My Sassy Girl, it's quite nice the song hahax can sing along while playing the piano, damn nice hahax wa the computer lag like siao here haiz everything also open like snail i sense something fishy haiz forget it

woots i'm so glad today i've finally decided who i shall like formally!!!!!! and that's jiro wang!!!!!! hahahax ok that sounds so dramatic-_- haiz i'm 'discussing' with alia now about my love for jiro wang and her love for wuchun hahahax that sounds so spastic man hahahahax i'm like banging my keyboard when i'm supposed to be typing it hahahahhax i'm so cor lor right-_-

yo all again! hahax i found another nice picture of wuchun! hahax bet angela will love every wuchun pictures:) show ya eh

yes!!! finally i felt like i accomplished things today!!! hahax:) i did questions 2 and 3 for geography was doing it like crazy!!!!! wrote continuously for like about five hours!!!!! wa all the super long essays on my foolscap paper hahax do until siao already haiz i still have two more questions to do on human geography, haiz. tomorrow i have like three tuitions, haiz and good luck to joelyn who will be competing in campus superstar tomorrow at toa payoh hdb hub!!!!! hahax she's gonna sing 被風吹過的夏天 by JJ Lin and 金莎. oh man! i lost eight rounds in a row in a game!!!! damn unlucky haiz today must be my unlucky day haiz so sad not looking forward to tomorrow, especially math tuition, so scary and stressful during my math tuition, my brain has to like work and whir super fast, cos my teacher's kind of impatient and likes making lots of distracting noises and walking around looking here looking there haiz. i'm so not looking forward to tomorrow:( help:( i feel like going to support joelyn at toa payoh hdb hub tomorrow, and then go to Popular bookshop to buy my pen ink refills and i also need two files for my chemistry practical and theory worksheets which need to be handed in on the first day of school reopening for checking by the principal, haiz so much stuff to do, so little time. oo yay i ifinally won once just now, haahx FINALLY haiz.. my sister is SO lucky, she managed to get the last Fahrenheit cd at Heeren HMV, and she got a huge poster of Fahrenheit and 4 calendars that are the size of namecards with all the four members of Fahrenheit on one side all for free!!!!! hahax alia was so envious when i told her about it, hahax sigh i wanted the jiro wang's calendar with his picture on one side!!! my sister's giving the wuchun's one to her friend i think. sigh. but actually she bought the fahrenheit cd for her friend's birthday which is today, and she went for her friend's birthday party today. i don't know whether she's going to give the poster and all the mini-sized calendars to her friend, that'll be so sad:( i don't mind buying the jiro wang calendar from her!!!! hahax too bad they don't have tang yu zhe's photo, anyway he's not in fahrenheit too hahax so it's impossible for his photo to be either on the poster or the mini calendars anyway, hahax:) actually now that hana kimi is going to end (next monday is the last episode!!!!), i find that 南學長 is kind of boastful, or maybe not just kind of, but VERY boastful and egoistic, especially the parts where they have to model for 元秋業 his attitude was so... urgh i feel like puking when he said stuff like "i'm so natural at photo-shooting..." blah blah blah hahax guess i'm not so crazy about him now hahax sad

aaah oh man today is so wasted dunno why felt like the whole day was wasted away just like that, another step closer to the reopening of school:( haiz feeling so stressed already especially for the 10 round race which will be on the first period on the first day of school when school reopens after this 1-week march holidays! oh my god haiz nothing else to do:( and i'm losing so badly in a game too haiz why:( is this happening to me:( haiz although i'm like training every day this whole week, i think i'm still super lousy and no stamina haiz i'm so going to die when school reopens:( so sad:( haiz why why why:( hahax i sound like a horrible complain queen blabbing on and on about useless stuff rite hhahax can't believe alia is hooked onto hana kimi now too hahax at first she was like aiya this kind of chinese shows i don't like to watch, then now she's so crazy about it, she bought the fahrenheit cd and the soundtrack of the hana kimi show and even wants to rent the whole 15 episodes of hana kimi from some vcd shops which sells and rents out vcds and dvds, but apparently she told me that the one nearest her house all the hana kimi vcds and dvds are rented out to people, so unlucky hahax sad pity her haiz hahax she's so crazy about wuchun, downloading pictures of him from the internet and all hahax hope i talked long enough here in this post since i din posted anything for quite a long time and if anyone like feel offended(?) hahax please forgive me cos i wrote such a long long LOOOOOOOOOONG post here today, hahax:) hope you all enjoy watching hana kimi!

yay just a few more minutes to hana kimi!!! woots!!!:)))) hahahx today's episode is so exciting! hahax heard that shenle's teacher or coach is coming to Yingkai School!!! oh my god i'm losing so badly in a game proves i'm lousy haiz sad hhahax star is so happy today since tehrah and ovule came over to do geog project, and he can have the chance to play with them, hahax today must be his lucky day! ahahahx

ack i must remember to scan rachel's geography notes today!!!! aaack i keep on forgetting i feel so guilty so sorry rachel:( i'll return to you soon!!!!! aaaaarrrggghhhh couldn't go to the basketball match today to support, so sad stayed back for chinese lesson, but not bad la since we managed to watch a bit of hana kimi after we did the 'serious' work ahhax yay so fun! hahax liang sinan is so cute!!!!!

woots yay the end of the longest day of the week!!! hahahax hope today's sports heats go well:) jia you all ahahahx i'm so happy dunno why maybe bcos the 10 round race is postponed till after the march hols! hahax i'm so glad i finished amath and emath and chinese wkshts!!! so guai hahahax that sounds so ego ok hahax shall spare you all the trouble of hearing me crap the computer lab is SOO noisy again haiz

wa the computer lab is SO crowded i'm going to get a headache haiz can't wait to go home!! means can't wait to watch hua yang shao nian shao nu AKA hana kimi!!! woots hahhax jia you!!

AAACK i got wushu training tonight oh man, then i won't be able to watch hana kimi!!!!! that is so unfair!!!! wa liao haiz why like that if i don't go then corrine and lynn will kill me haiz want to go to the left can't, want to go the right also can't now where to go? depressing sia

later still have to go for dental appointment haiz i'll have to eat like macaroni in soup or porridge which are soft enough for me to BITE haiz even more depressing sia.

why is life like so busy, how i wish life can be more like new zealand, relaxing aaaah:)

aaack!!! jiro wang looks so cute!

whaha tang yu zhe looks so cute with specs!!!

i'm at home now, haiz today's enrichment activity is so super boring haiz i'm so busy talking to so many ppl on msn at one time can't catch up haiz. tomorrow is a special day for me:) if anyone knows what's that then you're a truly good friend hahahax i shall not say more takkaire all:)

i'm so glad my new blog has finally been accomplished:)) you all can go see it at this website:

www.my-fairy-land.blogspot.com

it'll be superlicious for those hana kimi fans especially:P

hey haiz i'm feeling sick so hot (slight fever) haiz wa lao missed lessons sorry for complaining here hahax

haiz my primary school's ex-principal just passed away 2 nights ago, her funeral wake is on the same day as my birthday, i feel so sad for her, she's so super nice, she's the best principal i ever had i really liked her alot, especially when she was still the principal of my primary school. i think she retired from her post as a principal bcos she had cancer. why did such a nice person hav to pass away so early like that, it's so unfair la a lot of ex-ccps ppl also knew that she passed away already. sigh she's so nice super nice i'll never forget her, especially when the day when we got our PSLE results, then the last day of our primary school days, she mingled with us, and took pictures with us and teachers too, it was so touching

heyys! go to this new blog if you're a hana kimi fan!!!

www.my-fairy-land.blogspot.com

i just created this new blog with a background featuring the main characters of hana kimi, plus there are also lyrics shown there and the translation to english for Zhuan Shu Tian Shi!!!!! furthermore i also added MUSIC!!!!!!! the song of Zhuan Shu Tian Shi!!!!!!! hhahahahx so you can look at the lyrics and sing along together with the music. after the song Zhuan Shu Tian Shi there are other songs still playing, you can continue listening, it'll automatically continue to play:) enjoy yourself at the new blog i created:) hahahahhax hav fun:)

heyys hahax those who are interested pls go to heartxheart.blogspot.com that's my other blog hahahax hope you all like the new song i added onto this blog, the title of the song is A La Nanita Nana. it's a spanish song, one of the soundtracks in The Cheetah Girls 2, sung by Marisol and Chanel (characters in the movie The Cheetah Girls 2) the lyrics of the song are shown when you just entered my blog, however if you click on something else like tagboard or links, then you won't be able to refer back to the lyrics. if you want to see the lyrics and try to sing along with the song, then you have to 'refresh' the page, then the website should restart again, then the lyrics should show again. WARNING: only when you are certain that you do not need to see the lyrics then just click on any other links then, yupps:) thanks so much for visiting my blog:) i shall try to put in different things and change things in my blog often, so you can enjoy new tastes:) hahahhax yay i'm not crapping today:) hahahax oh man tomorrow got MEP test, i'm going to die, din study haiz and also got chinese book test too haiz oh man i just lost 2 times in a row in a particular game, haiz never mind shall go sleep now:) nitez

BITTER GOURD!!!!!

CUCUMBER!

what a cute apple you see here! hahahahax

let's all enjoy the beautiful blue horizon:)

awww isn't Star so cute??? ahhahahax oh forgot to introduce that is my golden retriever puppy Star, that picture was taken when we went with him to a competition at united square, will never forget how crowded it was there hahahahax it was so fun he managed to get through the semi-finals!!! was so shocked hahahhax even Miss Singapore came all the way down to be the judge for the first round, to select which dogs can go on to the semi-finals, i guess Star really charmed her with his cuteness, ahhahahahax so CUTE:)))))) hahaahahax he's just so adorable hahahahahx and we couldn't believe too when they announced that Star got through to the finals, and it was so super shocking haiz so we were kind of like stunned when they announced that he got through the preliminary round and could go on to the semi-finals!!!!! and we were sort of like the only ones cheering until like super loud and all ahahhax and even my cousin and her going-to-be-husband came and supported Star so it was really a touching moment, really.hahahahhahahax and plus my cousin's going-to-be-husband could whistle so loudly, you know those kind of whistles where you use it when you're watching soccer matches and all ahahhahahax it's so funny:)but also very encouraging:)

happy chinese new year y'all!!! hahahax it's chinese new year and so many goodies to eat right all ahhahahahax but the sad thing is, I CAN'T EAT ANY GOODIES!!!!!!!!! SO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so mad cos my knee wound still hasn't closed yet and i was finally forced to go see the doctor by my parents, cos it's already been 1 week already and it still hasn't closed, abit weird rite, so that's why it's kind of considered serious?? hahahahax haiz wa lao i have to get away from PE and exercises for TEN DAYS!!!!!!!!! then how am i going to practise for my NAPFA test????? and i still have my 10 round race!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and how am i going to do long jump?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!? how am i going to do wushu?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH it's a nightmare simply a nightmare!!!!!!!!!! it's just so super horrible oh man why must my stupid leg be so stupid and not like faster heal or something oh man such a stupendously bad chinese new year holiday rite

i din even eat chinese new year goodies!!!!!! oh man!!!!!!! damn it haiz so sorry if anyone has to listen to me complain and whine hahahahax so sorry but thanks a lot for lending a listening ear:))))

can't wait to watch hua yang shao nan shao nu!!!!! hahahahax it's so funny!!!!! even my mother enjoys watching it, unbelievable, considering she doesn't encourage us to watch tv, and she herself say that she doesn't mind not watching any tv, and here she is watching the tv with my sister and i hahahahahhahhax what an irony

yay i'm in the computer lab now, hahahax slacking. er actually din reali have any choice since my leg is still like full of pus and scab and all, haiz, i sincerely pray and hope that tomorrow can really perform well for the chinese new year concert. i really really really hope that my wound will heal good enough for me to be able to perform tomorrow, then it'll be good enough already:( please please please i beg Heaven:(

i'm so tired omg yesterday injured my legs and arm during wushu training, so unlucky:( even lynn also hit her nose bridge it became black and sort of flattened ahahax then corrine scratched herself with her weapon too! kind of like the bad omen day yesterday hahax everyone's like getting hurt, haiz. i was trying to defend the basketball from the opponent then since everyone sort of follows wherever the ball goes, i managed to hit the ball away from the opponent, but there were so many people around me that i tripped over something and i sort of fell flat on the floor, then bounced off the floor, then fell to the ground again on my side. ouch. hahax it's kind of scary seeing the floor suddenly looming in front of my face, luckily i stuck out my arms and sort of scraped my arm on the floor, and my knees hit the floor. so my left knee started bleeding, one round-shaped red wound. eew kind of gross rite hahax so corrine and lynn helped me to the toilet to clean my wound. then we saw this mother and her daughter in the toilet, and when the mother saw my 'bloody' leg (HAHAX), then she gave me 2 plasters for my wound. at first i told her that it's ok, i didn't really want to put plasters since if i needed to take it out later it'll be super painful, but she told me about the surrounding air containing lots of germs and diseases or illnesses, so if i don't protect the wound it might get infected. even a small cut can also get a person infected, that was what she said.

hahax i'm back again, i changed computers, this computer is faster than the previous one hahax:)i'm playing 2 games once again while typing this thing out hahahax there's so many ppl in the computer lab everyone is rushing to do their geography project, which has sort of been extended till this thursday. it was originally wednesday, so i was rushing to do it yesterday night at home with pei luan ahhahahahax so tiring i was caught sleeping in class today during emath, not that i purposely want to agitate the teacher but i just can't help it i'm just so so super tired haiz must be due to all the crazy rehearsals for chinese new year concert, haiz.i know some teachers who are just plain bias.haiz can't help it anyway.lots of classmates also feel this way,this proves its validity hmph.hope you enjoy those videos and that tagboard in my blog!!! hahahahax and thanks YY!!!!! for your SHORT but still lovely and nice letter, hahahhahax hope you enjoy studying in america!!!! and top for everything!!!! hahahahahax

hahahax yay i received YY's mail from overseas!!! hashahahax wa this computer is so slow i shall change to another computer, be right back!:)

hahax this is a real picture of an ischaeum

hahahahax this is another picture of a clitoria flower, except this is a REAL-LIFE flower!!!!!!

lolx so sad i'm not having my recess, instead in the library now typing dunno what posts hahahahahax hope i don't get booked for blogging??? dunno whether is it legal to blog in the school library hahahahahahax i'm so lame haiz
hahahax yay angle and i started the 'huayu cool' today!!! by talking in chinese!!!! hahahahahx that is so lame
oooh i just downloaded the coordinate geometry revision 7 for additional mathematics hahahax
so super duper scared la today!!! today we'll get back our O level chinese results!!!!! exactly at 2.20pm!!!!!! all the schools in singapore will announce it at the same time, hahahhahax how cool is that man? ahhahahahahax
how cool is that again ahhahahahax
do you see that beautiful drawing of a clitoria flower? hahahahahax mrs cha showed it to us so beautiful!!! learning reproduction in plants now hahahhhahax

hahahx i'm posting today AGAIN!!! i'm so bored haiz nothing else to do but post and post hahahahax haiz tomorrow got mep after school, and have to collect chinese O level paper!!!! so scary!!!!!! i dun wanna know my results:( if i dun get at least B3 or even A2, then i may never have the chance to continue higher chinese EVER AGAIN!!!!!!! and i studied higher chinese ever since like forever, from p5 up till now, if i have to drop to normal chinese then all my efforts will be gone down in the drain!!!!!!!! i'm feeling so desperate haiz i'm playing a game again now, this proves i'm so bored. woohoo!!!!! my rank juz got higher!!! i'm so happy:))))) haahhahax yay my hard work din go down to the drain! hahahahax woots isn't that picture at the top so cute?????:)))))

i am so sian haiz
hahax rachel said i was super high during class today hahahahahax
maybe i ate too much hor fun nowadays ahahahahahahahhax
just finished badminton cca, now lounging in the computer lab aaaaahhh
so relaxing and cold here i dun ever wanna go out again
hahahahahahx i'm juz crapping again lalalalala
the internet connection is so slow now haiz
i have to go home myself again today haiz my mother dont wanna bring me home again haiz so sad
everything so depressing rite
aaahahahahahahahahahhahax
i think i'm creating a lot of keyboard-typing noise in the computer lab hahahahax
later i have to go home during the peak hour so many ppl no more space to sit in the bus again
haiz yesterday while i was walking to the bus stop i accidentally twisted my leg at this pavement near the bus stop cos it was one high one low so i didn't see properly cos i was looking backwards to check if any buses was coming, then i just lost my balance and sort of twisted my feet quite violently
so EMBARRASSING
i bet everyone at the bus stop saw me lose my balance, bet they're laughing like mad inside haiz
lost my face yesterday:(
hahahahax thanks siying again!!!!!! you reply my testimonials like super fast!!!!!! and rmb you're cute and chubby too!!!!!!!! i'm playing 2 games now it's a secret ahahahahahax cant tell you guys:)))))
hope that i can become the reserve for long jump for sports day 2007!!!!!!!
haiz i should have tried out jumping on that day where there was PE haiz so sad i think now a lot of ppl blame me???? for not doing high jump haiz i'm so sad if time could go back i would really try out high jumping in the gym and be the representative. IF time can go back that is, haiz.

heyy!!!!! chinese new year is coming soon!!!! having chinese new year rehearsal in school next wednesday, and the actual chinese new year concert is going to be next friday already!!!! so fast!!!!!!!!! i'm so not prepared yet, haiz so sad:( but chinese new year is fun:) just that the participants of chinese new year have to stay in the holding room until our turns to perform, so those who perform at the last so poor thing hahahahhax they have to stay in the holding room like forever lolx:) i sound so sadistic hahahahx add me on friendster!!!! hahahahahaax i cant use computer so much now haiz
how i wish i can just slack forever haiz hahahahx oh ya i have to wear this silky pink pants for chinese new year performance, hahahahahx it's not mine actually it's audrey's hahahahhx so cool, or ok maybe not so much ahahhaahx
haiz dunno why cannot use the kungfu fighting song by KC sunshine band, lolx it's nice and cute and funny used it for aces day last year as the song to do our aces routine to it ahahahax
i'm crapping so much again
how come i keep on crapping arh
hhahahahahax juz jokin
haiz tomorrow got badminton very tired 3 hours haiz
but yay:)geog test is over! and bio test too is over! what a relief! hhahhahax so i'm slacking now haiz
reading the book called Premonitions by Jude Watson hahahax the girl character inside sounds so isolated and detached from the real world hahax sad sad
i'm playing something now:) heeehee secret:)
siying replies my testimonials on friendster super fast!!!!!!!! like after 10 minutes i can find a new testimonial from her already
hhahahhahhahx siying pls join wushu again!!!!!! missed ya so much!!!!!!! and i rmb you were super cute and chubby!!! hahahahahx so long nv see you already!!!!! rarrrrrggghhhh

hahax yay! it's the new year! i din come on my blog and posted for like about 5 months already, hahahax that's so sad, hahahax ok i don't sound reali that sad hor, haiz why so quiet?? :( so sad:( ok now i'm reali sad hahahax oh man why am i forever crapping, haiz my lovely nature:) hahax oh well, anyway thanks everyone:) hahax woops mm no reason also can thank anyone:) hahahx this movie called 'Sixth Sense' is so nice! hahahahx although it kind of uses subtle horrors, but very interesting and that little boy is ultra cute and sweet hahahax he even won awards not bad hor hahahx anyway wish everyone a be'early' happy chinese new year! hahahax (be'early' originated from be'lated' hahahahahx so spastic rite) and to anyone who reads this, even administrative staffs or teachers or students or my friends, don't be offended by spasticness k hahahahahahhhahahax

OMG FINALLY THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

WOOOOOOPPEEEEEE!!!!!!

I CANT BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHX

THAT'S WHAT I LIKE ABOUT HAVING EXAMS EARLIER!!!!!!

YOU GET TO FINISH EARLIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES BABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wat the hell, my mother found out that my sister took her room key today, haiz, and then now she is going to be on her guard since she know that my sister and I have plans to take the laptop from her room. oops, i hear my parents coming back now, gotta go, i don't think my mother will be happy if she knows i'm using the computer for this, haiz

i am so damn crappy today, jasmine and i were like laughing throughout the whole class and the whole day today, haahahahahahhahx

i deduced that she's mr teh's daughter, lolx, juz jokin juz jokin, really hahax:))

lolx, guess what i'm doing now?

hahax, of course typing this, hahax, i'm at the computer lab again, after school don't worry, lolx i very guai one, ahahx so self-egoistic hor? hahahax, someone is laughing and whooping next door, must be the non-teaching staff, hahax how ironic, hehehehee

neopets and pokemoncrater i'm playing both now, hahahax

thanx alia for lending me your Macbeth book today, lolx i dunno why i just keep FORGETTING to bring my Macbeth book to school!!! i'm so going to kill myself, haiz, not that i don't want to bring the book and make the teacher angry or anything, i seriously really forgot!!!!!

haiz, the internet is super slow, waited for 10 minutes for everything to load, hahax

cool, someone i don't really know wants to be my friend on friendster, lolx, that's what it's all about huh, being friends on FRIENDster, hahahahahaahhxx

i am SO lame

lolx, must admire me for admitting that i'm lame

hahahahhahahahx

i'm seriously self-egoistic

i think i'm typing super loudly, or at least like banging the keyboard, hahahax, not my fault my fingers are SO strong right, hahahahx juz jokin again

see, i told you i'm super crappy today

hahahahahahax

haiz, this person so lame, put this funny textbox which can be sent to all the computers somehow in the computer lab, scared me to my grave larh, i thought some teacher suddenly find out something we're doing or wat, not that i'm doing anything wrong, hahahax:) oooo, yay, someone sent me a smile through friendster, although i don't know what's that actually, hahahahhahahx i'm such a blur sotong lolx

POKEMON rox, hahahahahahahahax

omg, that is so childish of me, lolx ok hahax i suck

i'm gonna watch something on the youtube web, hahahax, oh man, someone sent another message to all the computers again -_- the message goes: Rachel, your chinese is really very bad...=/

dotz, hahahax i pity whoever that poor Rachel is, hahahahax, since now practically maybe the whole world knows now? hahahahax, juz jokin Rachel, no offence seriously, sorry

wah, friendster made it like such a big secret that someone sent me a smile, and i'm supposed to like log on to friendster and check who that "mysterious" person is who sent me a smile, dotz, hahahax, ok maybe it's kind of exciting, ahahaahhaahahx

waaaa... later have to go for MEP, haizz i still haven't finish composing my whatever poem song thingy, i'm going to DIE

and the teacher ask me to practise writing somemore music, to FEEL the music, hahahahaahxx, i know, my music sucks, or maybe my LISTENING of music sucks like hell

HAIZZZ

so sad, today no more puppy training for my dog already, haizz...

have to wait for like another few more months, maybe until he's like 1 year old, then i can choose to send him to Agility Class, hahahax, that'll be so cool!!!!! hahahx, my hand is so tired, haizz when can i stop typing???? ;)

hehehe, guess where i'm typing this now? hahahax, in the computer lab, lolx, after school hours larh, don't worry, hahahahahx, i just finished library cip, yay! all i have to do is just pass my red cross booklets to Ms Soh tomorrow, and i'll have my 7 hours of cip, woots!! hahax, i can't stand the excitement man, this week on Saturday got The Suite Life Of Zack and Cody with exclusive Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens acting in the show!!!!! WHOOPS!!!!!!!!!! so cool!!!!! and after that, they're going to show the High School Musical movie again on Disney Channel!!!!! i'm so going to stay home and order pizza or whatever, and watch from 6pm to 9pm, woots!!! hahahax, i'm so crazy about this kind of things, lolx sorry, hahahahax

oh yes! special thanks to Kayi!!!! for helping me burn the High School Musical dvd!!!!!!! thank you so much!!!! i didn't know you will really burn it for me, thanx so much again!!! aligatok gozaimaseh!!! (hehe, pardon me if my spelling abit the wrong, lolx)

hahax, tomorrow got MEP, haiz... dunno whether i'm looking forward to it anot, hahahax, oh ya i keep forgetting to bring a camera to class, then we can take some nice class photos, hahahahax, for memories sake, yeah, haiz..

my friendster account is so doomed, lolx no more testimonials already from anyone, haiz sad.. waaa, somebody pls write me a testimonial???? :(((( i promise i'll write you a testimonial too!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!

hahax, i sound like some despo person, lolx, eh alia don't think about any funny stuff when i say "despo" hor, hahax, i know you always associate it to SOMETHING, lolx

oh man, someone is blasting 5566 old songs in the computer lab, haiz...

oh MAN, flu hit me, lolx i'm at home now, haiz actually yesterday already sick, but i HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!! AMATH TEST!!!!! very important!!!!!! lolx, i call it VIT (very important test) hahahahax, instead of VIP, lolx ok i'm lame, hahahahx i hope my amath test can pull me up, or else i die, haiz the previous test i failed larh, haizzzzz so today i stay at home. got MC from the doctor, hahahx i'm not ponning school hor, i love school so much, hahahahx juz jokin, so cheesy lolx

i wonder what is going on in school today, somemore i'm supposed to go for inline skating today!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!! i LOVE inline skating, and the doctor tell me i can't do any PE or sports stuff!!!!!!! aaarrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!! lolx, i want to roller blade, so long never do that, especially at east coast, at the beginner corner there, hahaahahahx the floor is super smooth there, i like it, hahahaahx except that time when i was skating until so fast, out of control liaoz, then cannot stop in time, then ended up falling down backwards, hahahahax so funny, lolx laughing at myself somemore, i must be some kind of weirdo or something, lolx

haiz, i hope i don't die so soon, lolx need to complete whatever my destiny is?????

hahahahahahahahahaahahx

eh, i think this flu thingy is getting to my brain, i'm becoming madder and crazier by the seconds, hahahahahahahahx

i pity my poor table partner, hahahahax who has to tolerate me, the crazy spastic person, lolxxx except she ends up laughing along with me too!!!! hahahaahx, she's super funny too, in drama somemore, lolx! hahahaahahax

i'm so damned pissed today, i got cheated!!!!! my account can considered hack i guess, watever, shall not reveal too much, later the person see my post then he or she will know that i'm talking bout he or she, hahahax i'm not that dumb lolx

waaaa, dunno why i'm such in a bad mood today, so sucky, aaarrrrggghhhhhh

mood swings?

rrrraaarrrggghhhh

sorry, haiz, paiseh, dun get pissed hor, hahahax sorry if i offended anyone, sincerely sorry!!! *kowtow* sorry!!!

lolx pls forgive me, lolx, hhahahax if i did anything wrong to anyone in the past

haiz, i'm really weird today

i din answer SMSes today

din answer pple's calls

got scolded again today in piano

haiz, i'm seriously bad at listening stuff, and feeling the music, haizzzzz i just dont know why, cant try too hard also, or else that won't be really appreciating or enjoying music, everything is just so crappy for me

haizzzz, my mother ask me to look on the bright side, lolx maybe i'm becoming more and more and more (X1000000000) pessimistic every second, i dunno why i feel so whacked out today, haiz, so frustrated so just broke down today at night, after the scoldings and lecturings during piano lesson, and the rest of the day, plus failing 3 tests all of a sudden, very bad mood, haizzzzzz my heart breaking liaoz

i have to change my bed position also, considering that the fengshui for my bed position this year is bad, so i keep falling sick for the whole year, i don't know whether it's true anot, hahax, my mother told me, but i lazy to move leh, my things are so messy, and i have to move this GIGANTIC cupboard also, haizzz, i can't take it anymore, i'm just too lazy, haizzz

i think i should seriously go for a run tomorrow, i'm going to die of some chronic disease considering how lazy i am, lolx haiz i'm looking on the bad side of life again, haizzzzzz just my habit to do that, that's why i'm so sucky, see again, looking on the bad side again, haizzzzzz

ok, shall think of Star more often, my doggy gives me more courage, lolx maybe because he can't talk or scold me, hahahax, and dogs are loyal too, they aren't called "men's best friend" for nothing, lolx, he's my best friend. i can't imagine the day if he passes away or i don't get to be with him anymore, i think i'll just sit in one corner and just let myself rot, i can't stand a day without being with Star, i think i'm seriously becoming too attached to him alrdy, haizzz, imagine what will happen to me in like 10years down the road, and Star will get older, and dogs don't have that long a lifetime, most probably i have to send him off first to like his grave or something, CHOI (touchwood!) if that ever happens, i dont know what i'm going to do, i think i'm going to....... i don't know, seriously, like maybe die too, too depressed, haizzzz

hehe,the first thing i saw when i went to my blog is this anonymous person who tagged me,hahahahahahahahax

i know it's you, alia!!!!!! And the whole world knows now!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tell you don't tell anybody, ok maybe you didn't exactly mention the person's name, ahahhaahahahahahahax

*bloob*

hahax, i'm feeling super random now, lolx, eh so bored leh, waiting to go to MEP soon, hahax i think we're gonna do some indian music today, and even sing along with the indian music.

????????????????????????????????????

i don't get it, hahahahahx

hehe, this week rocks, only need to go to school for 2 1/2 day, hahahahahax so fun, i love national day!!! i'm super patriotic, hahahx you know why? cos when i was young i still remember that i use to go out to my house porch there, and then i start singing the national anthem and saying the pledge facing my neighbour's singapore flag which is hung on a flagpole, and then when there's wind the flag will like wave in the air or something, ahhahahx, pretty cool eh, lolx, juz jokin, that was super long time ago, ages ago, ahhahahax i can't believe i still remember it, lolx

plus my sister and i will always have a PEEING COMPETITION! hahax, right in our garden. we just squat down and then compete against one another see who can pee the furthest, hahahahax, i can't believe we didn't even give a damn about neighbours which might spot us doing that, hahahahahaahahx, i think we were like just super innocent or something, lolx and silly that is, ahhahax, dun worry, i don't do that now, even if i want to my sister won't hahahahahahahahahax

wwwwaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

hahax, that's what i can say lolx, hahax:) sorry so long nv post liaoz, haiz... High School Musical like super popular hor, especially that zac efron and vanessa anne hudgens, hahahhhax the craze about them lolx

haiz, so sad, can't maple anymore liaoz, my laptop got confiscated, and my this computer so lousy, cannot download maple, cos it's not windows, haiz... how i wish maple can download for mac, i'll kowtow to them, lolx

my dog's getting more adorable by the day!!! :) hahaax, ok now that i'm talking about him, he starts barking already, seriously, i don't know whether is it some weird telepathy between the computer and him or something, hahhahahax, juz jokin, lolx

i don't even think anyone will read this dumb lame blog anymore, haiz, so i dunno why i'm still posting for what, hahahx, for the ghost to see i guess, lolx, oh my god larh, hahax, now is the 7th month somemore, hehehe, better not anyhow say things, hahax, choi *touch wood* hahahhhahahx

how come the wayang stage performers never come and perform in my neighbour this year already arh??? o.O every year they always come and sing and perform, actually supposed to be for the ghosts to see, but now i mean more of human people watching the performance, hahax:) seriously a lot of audience, alive ones, hahax, mayb there are ghosts and they may be just next to us, just that we don't know???? o.O hahahahahahahahahx i seriously dont noe about that one, hahax, go ask a ghost, lolx, if you can , hahahahx

omg, i'm becoming lamer and lamer by the day, hahahax, my table partner Jasmine and I were like laughing throughout the phonetics english lesson, cos we were pronouncing all of the phonetics so lamely and funnily, hahahahahahhahahahaahhx
soooooper funny, hahahahx, and the way she laugh is like er.... i dunno sooooooooper funny too,

hahahhahahahaahahahahahahhaahahhahaahahahahahahhahahahahhaahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhhahahahahahahahax

and other people were like looking at us as if we were freaks or something, or mayb i'm a freak, not her, hahahahahahahhx

I"M A FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





HAHAHAHHAHHAHX

hey people!!! i'm back, just like i said=) "I'LL BE BACK!!!" (quoted from last time) hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha:) oh no, suddenly someone just burst out laughing, and everyone starts laughing too, haha:) doing geog coastal management project, oh no, my friend just reminded me of something, and i started laughing again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hey pple! haha=] if you wanna view pictures of 2gy, you can go either to:

lappyluffy.shutterfly.com/action

imagestation.com (search 'lappyluffy')


yupp yupp..for now la, if got any changes i'll tell ya all again k! haha=] enjoy looking at the photos!!

hey pple!i'm lyk typing this at night, 10.45pm la, haha=] and this YY ah, want me to link her blog, when she din even give me her blog address, haha=] sigh, today's the last day of skul, too bad din win anything for talentime today...haiz...i'm browsing through some LOVELY pics that theophila sent me.ok, gotta go now, father just asked me to go off, bye bye!!! luv ya all!


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hey pple! big newsflash! i got a new blog, go check it out. www.heartxheart.blogspot.com

hey pple again! haha=] i'm typing this like at night, haha=] dunno why leh, today can so lucky come and tag here, sorry for the late reply!!! i'm trying my best to tag on time! haha=] seriously hope tomorrow's Talentime will turn out ok, or even better, our class win first prize la, haha!!! ok, haha=] lame talks, haha=] ok, wonder whether anybody will ever read my blog again, since i din post for like decades already, haha=] but i have faith in you guys!!! yea!!! support me forever!!! haha=] juz joking=] so sad, theophila and YY are leaving SCGS forever from tomorrow, since tomorrow's the last day of school, sigh.. NJC is smart aleck school man. i'm too stupid to go anywhere, sigh, no need to sit for O's, haha=] ok, people, muz go to the links that i provided there k! one of them will lead you to photo albums that i have put up specially created, yippeee!!! everybody take care man!!! (btw, i'm NOT interested your whatever Ah Hoe and Tan Ee, YY and theophila)

hey!so long never talk to you guys already la!sorry!!! very caught up with studying, haiz...=( and have to have my mother's permission to on the computer. YY says my blogging very wonderful, i'm so flattered, haha! ok, blah blah blah... Oh, today got Escher's Tessellation!!! It's very fun!The teachers are nice!!! I drew Mr Krabby in Spongebob Squarepants!!! So cool rite??? haha, ok, i know you pple say it's LAME, haha, never mind, i love being an EXTRA!!! Hahaha!!! Theophila and YY bought a farewell present for me today, and Theophila is specially making another one for me!!! What about YY?? *Diaoz* forget about it la, haha=]

Tomorrow is Talentime and Prize Giving Ceremony, haiz... have to stay back in school till like about 6pm leh. YY is praising my typing skills again, haha=] i'm SO flattered!! *laughing* haha, YY says i sound very evil in my laughing, haha!!! ok, never mind, i love being evil, haha=]

I'm gonna be a guy tomorrow, dancing You're The One That I Want from Grease musical, so lovey-dovey=] haha! i wonder how YY is going to dance as a girl tomorrow man! haha! maybe i should lend her a stiletto heels, but she is like 173cm already (she is trying to bribe me into saying that she is 174cm) too bad i'm a morally upright person=] will being dancing with Alia tomorrow, the girl, of course, not guy, or else it's considered as GAY, haha=] by the way, JJ is NOT GAY!!!! (specially directed to YY, whereas HER FEI YU QING is SO GAY!!!) i shall give YY a candle, for her romantic candlelight dinner with Fei Yu Qing!!! haha!!!

hey!so long never talk to you guys already la!sorry!!! very caught up with studying, haiz...=( and have to have my mother's permission to on the computer. YY says my blogging very wonderful, i'm so flattered, haha! ok, blah blah blah... Oh, today got Escher's Tessellation!!! It's very fun!The teachers are nice!!! I drew Mr Krabby in Spongebob Squarepants!!! So cool rite??? haha, ok, i know you pple say it's LAME, haha, never mind, i love being an EXTRA!!! Hahaha!!! Theophila and YY bought a farewell present for me today, and Theophila is specially making another one for me!!! What about YY?? *Diaoz* forget about it la, haha=]

Tomorrow is Talentime and Prize Giving Ceremony, haiz... have to stay back in school till like about 6pm leh. YY is praising my typing skills again, haha=] i'm SO flattered!! *laughing* haha, YY says i sound very evil in my laughing, haha!!! ok, never mind, i love being evil, haha=]

I'm gonna be a guy tomorrow, dancing You're The One That I Want from Grease musical, so lovey-dovey=] haha! i wonder how YY is going to dance as a girl tomorrow man! haha! maybe i should lend her a stiletto heels, but she is like 173cm already (she is trying to bribe me into saying that she is 174cm) too bad i'm a morally upright person=] will being dancing with Alia tomorrow, the girl, of course, not guy, or else it's considered as GAY, haha=] by the way, JJ is NOT GAY!!!! (specially directed to YY, whereas HER FEI YU QING is SO GAY!!!) i shall give YY a candle, for her romantic candlelight dinner with Fei Yu Qing!!! haha!!!

hi pple! it's vesak day today! plus tomorrow, it's a extra public holiday for everyone to stay at home and relax:) haha.. i'll be going to watch Star Wars tomorrow. cant wait:) still remember that time when someone came up to me and my friend during flag day yesterday (21.5.05) and asked us to donate to 'that person' and 'that person' would donate to us. haha... fun deal it was then. 

I would like to dedicate this lovely poem to all of you, and to my bez fren, liwen:) haha... enjoy it:)

Love and Friendship
Love is like the wild rose-briar
Friendship like the holly-tree
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild rose-briar is rich in spring
Its summer blossoms scent the air
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then, scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with holly's sheen
That, when December blights thy brow
He still may leave thy garland green.